A letter to a fellow christian

After a week,
of being pricked Aand probed in the Hospital
My father signed himself out
stating he was tired and was going home
adding he did not have cancer!
CONFUSION....DENIAL!!



So now he sits at home ...
as death quickly surrounds him...

stealing him away
from his wife of 55 years....

his mind flickering
as if a light slowly dimming out





If only he would of know...

Before taking that fatal nap

He would of kissed her good-bye

Oh yes indeed,

He would of professed his deep undieing LOVE!





He would of given her
a dozen beautiful fresh roses, just one more time...

He would of held her tight
and expressed his deep sorrow for this rude
and untimely departure...

He would of penned her one last Love letter
expressing his graditude for her loyal devotion
and faithful companionship...


He would of gazed into her eyes
wrapped his arms around her
and kissed her with deep passion
just one last time...






She sits by his side a dazed look on her face
trying hard to understand
what has happened these past few weeks...

He is dieing and she cannot grasp the reality of it
or even try to explain this to him
his mind could not comprehend
or even believe her words...

So she sits there watching him suffer
and slowly slip away
any day he will be gone forever...





Soon,
He will take his last step

Soon,
He will see the sun,moon & stars
for the last time

Soon,
He will say his last word

Soon,
He will give his last kiss

Soon,
He will eat his last meal

Soon,
He will see his family
for the last time

Soon,
He will close his eyes
and take his last breath


Yes soon,
My Mothers Heart shall break







Perhaps one morning she will wake up
and find he has silently slipped away with the angels...

Leaving behind an empty shell
that once contained her soul mates
inner soul...







Very soon she shall be alone
a life long friendship
will come to an abrupt end.....

an old wrinkled, frail and gentle lady
will loose her life long partner
how will she ever survive
in this harsh cold world
her Alfa male will be no more...




Soon,
she will sit and stare at the empty chair
that once held her protecter, her leader, her man

Soon,
she will sit alone in a huge empty house
she once called home

Soon,
she will know the pain of deathly silence

Soon,
she will crawl alone into a huge
cold empty bed

Yes, only to soon,
her world shall be abruptly stolen from her

In a flash of a moment
the reality she has known for half a century
will cease to exist...forever





She will soon sit by his empty chair
in a big empty house
in a huge empty world
in an enormous empty universe

(or so it will all seem)





... A dazed look on her face...


This once regal and youthful beauty
will search and ponder her memories
as she holds a picture frame
with her fine aged wrinkled hands
that she will not reconize as her own...


Their long life togeather
flashing before her eyes
she shall wonder
if it was not all but a dream...


How can half a century pass so fast?
she will ask, and how will I go on alone?





Forever she shall remain
glancing across the room
expecting him
to walk in at any given moment





Until the day she realizes
he is never coming back home
ever again...



She will then know
he has crossed over
and in true form, he remains his true self
preparing the way
for his eternal bride
into the spiritual world
as he always did
in the mortal world





The Alpha male never leaves, He just moves forward
and secures his mates future passage to eternity










SOFT RAIN

The love I feel for you over comes me

It surrounds me , fills me , and leads me

BLOOMING ROSE

Let our Love grow naturally

Like the petals of a rose

Gently peeling away

Let us not rush to discover

By pulling the petals to soon

But enjoy all of each moment

Let the warm breeze of nature

Softly blow the old away

Revealing a fresh new day

Let each time we meet

Be the time our petals fall

To reveal another beautiful blooming rose

And a new page turns

In our story book of Love

LOVE of my LIFE

You are the love of my life

I want us to be together for ever

I learned a very long time ago this important lesson

LOVE NEVER HURTS

So when in doubt

Look at the pain and hurt the other causes

And you will truly know if it is love

Look at how that person makes you feel inside , deep, deep inside

When you wake up in the middle of the night

Do you instinctively search the bed for them

When you open your eyes in the morning

Do you want to reach out and feel their warmth

And snuggle up close for just 10 minutes more

Do you kiss and express your love

even though they don't look their best , that's Love

And love never ever hurts

Love never wants to cause pain

but heals the pain our soul bears caused by others

Ghostly Whispers

She sat there in the still of the night
looking out at the horizon
listening to the crashing waves


Nestled by a blazing fire
just watching the distant wall of fog
slowly drifting closer and closer

As she slowly sipped champagne
she gazed at the empty glass beside her

She could feel the spirits
of sunken ships and their crews
swirling all around her in the cool evening mist
as they searched for past loved ones

Ghostly whispers echoing out the names
of all the broken hearts left behind
the oceans air filled with misty droplets of lonely tears

From the horizon the great wall of fog
slowly claimed the seashore for its own
as though a blanket of soothing comfort
for all the lost souls at sea

As land, fog and sea became one
she surrendered to her beliefs
and for a moment time stood still

Running to the shores in the dark misty night
Legs numb as she stood in the chilling sea
Foamy waves rushing up to greet and caress her feet

She closed her eyes and called his name
Her warm tears blending with the sea

The fog gently swirled around her
and continued to thicken

She stretched out her arms
while whispering his name

Then she felt him
his sweet gentle touch
lips meeting and tasting
souls embracing

The delights of true Love
after a life time of waiting

She clung to him tightly
as he carried her off
to join the fog and the sea
for all eternity

DREAM LOVER

You are everything

I always dreamed of

And so much more

I always thought

You were to good to be true

Let me tell you this

I have no regrets

You have added to my life

And have been a ray of sunshine

You have reminded me that there are

Wonderful people out there

You are so dear to me

So Divine and pure

You have stirred feelings

No other was able to

Plus

You have helped me

Discover new beginnings

Your friendship

Trust and devotion

Have fulfilled

And surrounded me

You are my

Dream Lover

Sent from Heaven

Calm

Slow

Pure

Sweet

Nice

Delightful

Soft

And tender

My angel

You are

LOVE TUNES

I do not see my life without you
you have touched areas deep inside me
and have given birth to new feelings and discoveries,

I know you will always be apart of me
our souls have touched and have grown together
we have added to each other for the better

I will always hold you in my heart
will always think of you and smile
I hear your love tunes dancing in my mind all day long

SLOWLY

slowly I want to know you
taste you
smell you
cherish you
fall into you
be one with you
pure
Divine
and simple
hold hands
smile
laugh
look
touch
hold
and feel your soul

SWEETHEART

WHEN I'M WITH YOU

I DON'T KNOW DAY FROM NIGHT

WRONG FROM RIGHT

I WILL CALM YOU

AND SOOTH YOU

WHISPER SWEET WORDS

LET YOU TASTE OF MY LIPS

HOLD YOU

WANT YOU

CHERISH YOU

I NEED TO SHOW YOU I CARE

LET YOU FEEL SOFTNESS

WARM BREATH ON YOUR NECK

KISS ON YOUR EAR

I WILL BE GENTLE

AND SLOW

LEARN TO TOUCH YOU

TO LISTEN

AND FEEL

CALM ALL YOUR FEARS

EXPERIENCE ALL OF YOU

EVER SO SWEETLY

SWEETHEART

SHADOWS

This feeling is

So much more

Yes

Something much more than 2 bodies
It is a bonding of souls
A deep desire , deep within

A power that can shake your foundation
A connection that has and knows no bounds
To feel the other even when distance separates,
To feel their pain , their joy, and sorrow


To survive I need to want the person I am with
You have something that I can't live without
I feel nobody else could replace you


When I hold you in my arms that will be heaven to me


Come to me my love and let me feel
Your wet tongue touching mine
And our mouths and lips together at last
Your sweet lips pressed aganist mine
And me holding you close
I know we will be what makes lovers love


You and I looking and touching
Just like for the first time
Over and over again
And wanting to feel the love
We have shared from long distance for so long
Can only take us to levels we never experienced before

Its only love
That i feel inside
But I have to be strong
And hold my heart inside
Until I can express it in my kiss
That will bring you happiness

LOVE RISES

TENDER MOMENTS

_________________________

You give your hand to me

and then you say hello

we can hardly speak

but together

love speaks for itself

SOULS

________________________

I BEAR MY SOUL TO THEE

DEEP WITHIN

DEPTHS

NEVER KNOWN

SOULS

MINDS

AND THAN

BODIES

SHALL MEET

TO CONSOLE

AND REMEMBER

TO FEEL

AND BE TOUCHED

TO SHARE LAUGHTER

AND SORROW

TO PLAN

FOR TOMORROW

TO LOVE

AND BE LOVED

TO WANT

ONE ANOTHER

FOR EVER

AND EVER

MEMORIES

The feel and taste of your lips

Shall linger on into sweet memories

Your hands warm and soothing

The feel of you caressing my skin

Your comforting voice

Whispering sweet melodies

SWEETHEART

A SWEET MELODY OF GENTLE WORDS

TO SURROUND AND CRADLE YOUR HEART

EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS FOR YOU

YOU FILL MY LUNGS

WITH THE ESSENCE OF LOVE

MY HANDS ARE WARM

MY TOUCH IS TRUE

MY HEART IS BLUE

JUST WAITING FOR YOU

YOUR SWEET WORDS

FILL MY HEART WITH JOY

SURROUNDED BY THE ESSENCE OF YOU

I LONG TO BE

FORGET ME NOT

FORGIVE ME

FOR NOT SAYING GOOD BYE

TI'S NOT MY CHOICE TO HURT YOU

PLEASE KNOW MY LOVE WAS TRUE

YOU FILLED MY HEART WITH TREASURES

FOREVER IN MY SOUL

THROUGH ALL ETERNITY

WE SHALL ALWAYS BE

PURE LOVING SOULS

TI'S NOT MY CHOICE TO LEAVE YOU

PLEASE KNOW I LOVE YOU SO

SHED TEARS OF JOY NOT SORROW

FOR SOON I SHALL BE HOME

REMEMBER I REMAIN

JUST A SHORT WHISPER AWAY

I THINK OF YOU AND SMILE

YOU ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAY

I AM STILL HERE MY LOVE

YOUR LOVING SOUL MATE

SHED TEARS OF JOY NOT SORROW

FOR SOON I SHALL BE HOME

LOVING YOU

LOVING YOU GIVES ME LIFE

AND ON AND ON

YOU SHALL REMAIN

THE FORCE THAT BEATS MY HEART

YOUR NAME ECHOING WITH EVERY PULSE

RUSHING THROUGH MY VEINS

AS MY LOVE GOES ON AND ON

FOREVER THROUGH OUT TIME

I SHALL REMAIN CLOSE BY

A BREEZE BLOWING THROUGH YOUR HAIR

A DEW DROP ON A ROSE

A BRIGHT RAY OF SUNSHINE

AND ON AND ON I SHALL BE

A RAINBOW IN THE SKY

AN EARLY MORNING BIRD

AWAKENING YOU TO SWEET TUNES

A GENTLE WARM SPRING SHOWER

A RAIN DROP ON YOUR LIPS

I SHALL FIND MY WAY TO YOU

WHERE EVER YOU SHALL BE

AND ON AND ON

AND ON AND ON

MY LOVE FOR YOU SHALL REMAIN

THROUGH OUT ETERNITY